Reflections of the Machine

"Instead of narrowing your world… you will have at last to take the whole world into your soul.”

Tag: dreams

“That is not dead which can eternal lie, and with strange aeons even death may die”

God, if there is such a thing, has lived long enough to know that everything is permissible.  God as the united, abstract machine that computes itself.  It has no raison d’etre.  It is a snake swallowing its tail, the self-concentrating vortex.  It subsists in motion and duration alone.  It is completely without choice; it simply must do.

In dream and hallucination the unconscious mind becomes the focal point of simulation, the amnesiac traveler of a constantly forgotten voyage.  The dreamer has no alternative to movement, this is what characterizes both dreams and life.  At night, in the quiet dark, we throw our cores into the fire, testing, probing, simulating ourselves innocent like children and removing them of all or most memory.  Neural patterns during this time are recorded most minutely onto the physical substrate of the brain – the whole idea of information embedded in architecture.  The mind lives itself in utero as an inexorable output of its own internal stimuli.  This is like god, this is what god does – dreams.  Lovecraft arrives at this truth with his Cthulu mythos, as does Herbert with the pearls of the God-Emperor Leto’s awareness, cast to the void to one day become the collective dream of a more comprehensive being.

Memento Mori

If I remembered how to write
I’d write you a poem,
A wish upon a memento mori,
To burn the pages of our story.
Where were you
when I lost my glory?

I’d seal our love with tongues of flame
Fed on vapors of a snuffed phoenix.
To rise from death again then die
In eternity’s dream-
My only hope for lifelong sovereignty.

Well, swell’s the bell
And spring’s the flory,
‘Tis my reason’s fledged and hoary.
In this hell we dwell and dwell
Amid bygone knells of yester-yorey.

When we were young
And I was old
Before earth’s great flame had burned us cold,
Before life’s long years
Were bought or sold,
Your face was peace,
And Your body, mine,
To hold again and feel you shine.

When daybreak’s bright joy
Stumbled over me yesterday
And the mourn before,
Where were you?
Though age has passed
The truth has yielded nothing.
I sleep alone at night with your memory,
A wish upon a dying star.